It's 215 am in China right now and I am awake from a dream, it was not a nightmare, but so tired when you are awake from a dream...
It's weird that I switched on my laptop and wanted to post something in here.
I would say 2 things.
1. About a simple love
She is my colleague, I am half year new to this company. And fortunately, I get along with all my co-workers well.
She is 25 year old, she is from another city in our province. She has a good family. 3 elder sisiters, 1 big brother, 2 loving parents of course.
She met her boyfriend from the college in Hangzhou. They fell in love in that period of carefree college timing. I just guess, there is no reasons for two not to fall in love with. (That is one of my regrets that I didn't ever go to a college..)
He is 25 too. He is a poor boy, his father died in an accident when he was only 3, his mother died when he was 23. Left him a step father, who is not able to support him much. (Children are not independent at this age in China anyway.)
After graducation, his girl friend decided to come to his city because of him. Her father had once arranged a nice job for her, she refused simply.
It is reality that the boy's family is very poor. He cannot give her anything but love.
Well I don't know many things between them, however, I am really touched while I got to know that in the last 1 month, while the weather in China has been extremely hot, they don't even have an AC.
She talked to us, how difficult it was tried to sleep.......She said she felt this summer seemd too long..But she was still smiling. I had my tears in my eyes. She is really a loving girl.
Yesterday, I happened to see her blog, she post a photo with him, and there is one sentense besided the photo "What is love ? Love is very simple : when I am with you, I feel the happiness"..I would say, well, I was really touched.. THIS IS LOVE. I would love a girl like her if I were a boy.
The other thing is about myself.
I and Mama had a desicion last night, finally I decided to move on and have a talk with my husband, it is not a very big deal however, it somehow is important to me, due to the complicated situations under China culture, that will a mean thing to me.
I don't know yet how will it goes on, I will post here later after I talked to him.
I am writing and wanting to encourage myself...Always believe in love and make love as it is.
Well, to those who used to stay up late, I probably say Good night now, Gonna rest..
